Trying to Decide

between Central Florida Ballet and a Dance AA.  My mom said to wait until next fall.  I think I want to do the Dance AA, at a community college.  There are people there closer to my age.  I can do it one year then do it in the summer and next semester and be finished before I turn 26.  It's called a Pre-Major, so it implies you study more later at a college somewhere else.  The colleges here don't have it.  If I get thinner, I wonder if I can make it into Juilliard, though I think I am too old.  I'm not sure if I'm doing it, but I hope I get in shape a little more.  I was just out jogging slowly and walking.  I don't eat too much, but when I am hungry I eat.  Now, I feel like going to bed, just looking up stuff and posting on the internet to unwind.  Today, I went with my mom to do some errands.

I'm pretty sure I want to do the dance major at the community college in the fall semester.  I started to audition for this semester, and classes are already filling up.  My shoes were too tight, but I am glad to have another semester off.

Some people just aren't suited to some looks.

"Sex and the City" - African American girl

I saw just her fingers going through something and I thought it was a European and you couldn't tell the difference at all, though she had a very chocolate brown face.  Her fingers looked brown with her whole body, too.

Why do black people think whites can't be black?

I think they are truly jealous of Europeans with lots of culture, certain attractive behaviors.

First Found Theater

I went to a place to take piano, and they also had theater there.  I was already gonna be second to oldest and I didn't wanna quit piano because I knew I'd get more out if it talent-wise and was already praised for my skills in it.  Then, I meet friends who do or do not do whatever kind of music and am glad to be where I am, ahead in a lot of ways.  I sang and was able to accompany 3 musicals.  I couldn't be happier!  I was lucky my first one this boy in drama asked the talented music teacher if I could accompany.  She ended up doing the piano part.  She took out notes that I might've been able to do but didn't give it back when I told her.

I didn't grow up on Slidell Little Theatre, College Arts Prep, nor NOCCA|Riverfront.

I didn't know anything of theater, just children's choir and before gymnastics and ballet.

Less Stress

http://www.orlandoballet.org/school/adults.html

I'm just going here, to a ballet studio with classes offered to people who are older and not in a company.  I plan to try the advanced classes first and hopefully stick with it.  I have to keep at it if I'm interested.  I think it helps with posture.  So, I can start whenever I want.

I was also thinking of singing, but it takes a totally different person to do.  Charlotte Church is very good and doesn't mess up, but she doesn't also dance or anything.  She's smart.  I have my singing and dancing up on my YouTube,http://www.youtube.com/XChristinaBarrett86X.  The ballet is under the Home Videos playlist.  http://www.youtube.com/user/XChristinaBarrett86X?feature=mhum#g/c/7B83B583BC533C29

Oh well.  I have fun singing sometimes, too.  Another thing is I never feel it's too long when taking a ballet class.  Companies, though, go all day.

The thing with the dance major is I'd have to get in the modern classes to move up in ballet past beginning.  I am not sure, though, I miss singing and my being bigger set would help with that in a way.  It feels good though to get a workout and stretch at ballet.  I'm glad I quit when I did because I didn't so much like jazz and tap and modern taking up ballet time.  It was cute, but I was missing class to sleep.  So I've caught up on sleep by stopping doing things and feel soon I can train in ballet.  It's getting cold out, but I have a warm outfit to work out in.  Singing would sure be fun, though, so I dunno.  I don't want both because it's so hard to begin with and getting enough sleep and all.  I'm not sure if I can start with both and end with one.  It's interesting I noticed that, that it works better just to do singing or just to do ballet.  I don't know about doing it because you never did and it helps with something else because I never was in that situation that I remember so much.

If I do ballet now, I have to stop going to the gym and watching movies so I can focus, but that's okay.

Still Contemplating

I'm still contemplating when I should do ballet classes.  Now, I plan to wait longer to get in shape first.  I dunno?  I can't do the dance program because I don't like the modern dance.  The adult open classes are a bit casual.  I also don't wanna go back to Central Florida Ballet.  I think I have to wait even longer.  I used to not eat enough lunch at school and lost a lot of sleep, though I feel a lot better and like I could work, basically rearranging all the stuff in the garage.  I already got rid of so much random stuff, some stuffed animals, some papers or whatever, etc.

At the Ballet..

Ballet..

I was thinking of taking singing, but now I just want to take ballet.   I did gymnastics from 1 3|4 - 9 and ballet when I was 5-7 and 12-21.  I took a break but feel I will be ready to go back in the fall.  I have to neaten all my stuff, too.  My mom recommended or said that I should do stuff like ballet and work in the fall next year.

It's that time when Orlando sleeps

at least for me it is.

Ballet

I think I will take a ballet class|es and singing. They have the ballet one night a week. I could also go to the company classes for adults. They might be friendly. I want to boost my level at the community college to the fourth. Then we'll see what happens.

Pretty Half Lebanese Girl, Very Clean

She was working at the mental hospital I was staying at.  She looked clean.  She was half Spanish.  Lebanon is one of those Jewish places still.  I think that's amazing.  She had that puppet look with hair highlighted but was short.  She seemed really cozy all the time, you know that comfortable look.  Her cheeks drooped down and her nose was big.  Fortunately for me there was two others, one looking kinda 1|4 white 1|4 Asian, that sympathy look.  Then there was another guy with more dark flushed skin and a big nose and black hair.  The psychiatrist was dark Chinese, and the psychologist was a white burly boy.

There's nothing that in common with real blacks

from Africa.  African Americans are just bosting about their heritage being American and get the influence from being slaves or come over by choice actually.  Did you see the Audrey Hepburn videos?  ...  I forget what I was gonna say.

Able to Distinguish Asians

... I forget now.  Oh yea.  Some of them truly don't try.

Whenever he disses other indians he disses himself.

He disses himself to diss other part indians in the U.S., of which there seems to be a lot.  I don't know that mine is Cherokee, but my family is from further north on one side.  The other is out of the U.S., and no I'm not Filipino.

Complaining About What They're Doing

I think I finally found Johnny Depp's angle in the situation.  That's literally what's happening for him.  Why is he so French?  Is it his heritage, his love, or his one desire?

I want to major in voice ... because ...

http://www.seminolestate.edu/arts/music/mus-musc.php

I want to learn to sing like Charlotte Church and Evancho.

This is a nice community college.  I will take the general studies, in which I fulfill requirement for honors and the music and voice classes.

I'm also washing my dress

for the glamor shot this weekend!

I'm watching "Public Enemies"

with Johnny Depp as John Dillinger.

The redhead in "Sex and the City"

fits perfectly with her figure of a long neck.  It reminds me of a piece of clip art.